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2026
Carrier

2025
Scherben: Two Roses & A Briar Pipe
Looking for the One, Athi Patra Ruga
White Hydrogen

2024
Maison Fragile
Millennial Hallway

2023
Athi Patra Ruga: …looking for The One.
Survival on Land & Sea

Desire
Reckless Rolodex

2022
Sketch for a Movie
Soccer Pictures

2021
Amina Ross: Man’s Country
Oli Rodriguez: Papi
John Neff: 101

2020
Bequest of Robert Blanchon
2018
Kevin Killian: Spreadeagle
Kelly Kaczynski, Thomas Kong, Patric McCoy, and John Neff: Curated by John Neff, Curated by Jamie Stevens
Coop Fund, Amalle Dublon, Constantina Zavitsanos, Devin Kenny, John Neff

2017
Blue Bathroom Blues Set for Frederick Weston
Authorization Sessions 
Dani and Sheilah ReStack: Stack for Carrington’s Hyena
Hervé Guibert: How Could It Be Otherwise?
Arnold Kemp
Eternal Youth
Militant Eroticism: The Art+Positive Archives

2016
Joe Cassan: Bed, Bath, and Beyond
Chicago and Vicinity
Tony Greene Movie (2014-2016)

2015
Thomas Kong / John Neff Making Chances
Militant Eroticism: The Art+Positive Archives
Robert Beck / Robert Buck
Kelly Kaczynski: Oh! Oh! Oh!

2014
Tony Green
2013
Kaplan Project
Mark Jackson / Tony Lewis / John Neff

John Neff

2012
Mark Jackson: Darkness and Light
John Neff
Spectral Landscape (with Viewing Stations)

2011
Intimacies
John Neff Prints Robert Blanchon
Kelly Kaczynski

2010
The Book of the Tumblr on Fire
Production Site: The Artist’s Studio Inside-Out

2009
The Analog Hole (Or “Abundance”)
Artist Run Chicago/ Artists Run Chicago Digest
Basic or Boring Pictures
Doug Ischar: An Interview. In “Marginal Waters.”

2008
Dead Center / Marginal Notes Bathers and Other Liquid Pictures Father, can’t you see I’m burning Nocturnes for Boston Trans Blueprints and Trans Study
2007
Snowfall 
Printed Space
I’m Not Saying It Does & I’m Not Saying It Doesn’t- An Interview with Fred Camper.

2006
Pornographic Pantograph with Allusion to Juan Sanchez Cotan (In Progress, Patent Pending)
Monuments of the Prosaic. BAT Journal

2004
Travels Between the First and Third Dimension
2003
Hysterical Pastoral
Stray Show Catalogue (with Hypothetical Continent)

2002
Loop
Papers on Work- Collages and Explanations

2001
Triptych
Untitled (To My Mother)

2000
Cold Conceptualism
Figure / Ground
Repetitions

1999 Empty Space
1998
Two Comparsions
1997

Documentuh
Vexations

1996
214 West Gilman St. #2


2026Carrier
Gregory Bae, Rashayla Marie Brown, Robert Chase Heishman, Kiku Hibino, Kellie Romany, olivier, Maggie Wong
Curatorial Project

January 31–March 14

Co-Prosperity 
Chicago, IL 


Carrier is a group exhibition centered on a sixty-foot-long paper and tape collage scroll by the late Chicago-based Korean-American artist Gregory Bae. The work was created from non-alphabetical printed elements, such as punctuation marks and technical graphics, cut from radio instruction manuals. Carrier brings together a group of primarily Chicago-based artists, several of them collaborators and friends of Bae, to respond to the scroll.

Structured around a “score” developed by the curators, the exhibition invited the artists to engage with the scroll as a prompt: something to be read, misread, translated, withheld, or activated. The works exhibited consider how meaning is formed through fragments, omissions, and margins — elements that are often present but overlooked.

Bae’s scroll draws from three radio instruction manuals, sources designed to transmit information clearly and efficiently. By isolating punctuation, diagrams, and residual marks from these texts, Bae redirected attention away from instruction and toward what remains once printed language is stripped of its intended functions. The resulting visual abstraction evokes multiple reference points at once: ancient scrolls, Modernist musical notation, and the gestural mark-making associated with Abstract Expressionism. Bae described his interest in the “leftover margins, blank negative shapes, disassociated symbols and punctuation” that tend to disappear when systems prioritize clarity, order, and rule-following.

At the exhibition opening, Bae’s scroll will be presented fully unrolled for the first time. The opening will also include a talk by co-curator John Neff, who spent several months attempting to make a single-shot, high-resolution image of the entire scroll. That project began in conversation with Bae prior to his death and continued afterward, raising questions about authorship, access, and the limits of documentation. Neff’s talk reflects on those attempts and on the challenges of translating an object that resists easy re-presentation.

Following the opening, the scroll will remain concealed for the duration of the exhibition. This decision emphasizes the tension between presence and absence that runs throughout the project. With the scroll physically hidden, its influence will persist through the works, performances, and discussions it has set in motion.

The exhibition will conclude with a series of closing performances from Kiku Hibino (March 13) and Rashayla Marie Brown (March 7). These events will continue the exploration of the scroll as a score, particularly through sound and musical interpretation, and may include collaboration with Lumpen Radio.

An exhibition booklet, featuring an essay by Dr. Bosco Bae along with Neff’s interpretation of a 2019 interview he conducted with Gregory Bae about the scroll, will be printed at the end of the exhibition. The publication will also include a collaborative syllabi extending the exhibition’s inquiry into pedagogical and collective forms of knowledge-sharing.

Rather than positioning Gregory Bae’s work as a singular legacy, Carrier treats the scroll as a living site of exchange. The exhibition foregrounds how shared histories, relationships, and informal systems of learning continue to shape artistic practice, often through what remains unspoken, unseen, or unresolved.

2025White HydrogenExhibition

December 7 - February 1

Regards
Chicago, IL

[Image: Blue spectre tile]

John Neff: White Hydrogen

With contributions by Shannon Silva and Trudy Z. Morgenstern

Opening Reception: Saturday, December 7, 2024, 2–5 PM

Exhibition Dates: December 7, 2024 – February 1, 2025

Location: Regards, Chicago

Regards is pleased to present White Hydrogen, an exhibition by John Neff with contributions by Shannon Silva and Trudy Z. Morgenstern. The exhibition explores the intersections of biology, mathematics, memory, and time through visual and conceptual works.

At the heart of the exhibition is Neff’s engagement with the spectre aperiodic monotile, a mathematically remarkable shape that can tile a plane infinitely without ever repeating the same pattern. This form appears in a large wall painting, wallpaper, and paper cutouts.

Another key element of the exhibition is a large crayon drawing of a Lorenz butterfly diagram, an iconic visual representation of the Lorenz equation, which models how small changes can lead to vastly different outcomes within dynamic systems. The drawing will evolve throughout the exhibition, as Neff slowly completes it during the show’s run.

Shannon Silva contributes an abstract sculpture rendered in copper, mica, silver, and wool depicting a blastocyst implanting in a uterine wall, evoking themes of origin and transformation. Morgenstern’s work is a mid-20th century oil painting of a young boy drawing, offering a moment of reflection on creative beginnings.

The exhibition also features a microscope from Neff’s childhood. He recalls using the microscope to observe his sperm as a boy. A small photograph of sperm taken through the lens accompanies this poignant relic of youthful curiosity and self-exploration.

Two wall clocks, one running forward and the other backward, frame the exhibition’s meditation on time. They gesture toward the Buddhist concept of kalpa—a vast, immeasurable period encompassing cycles of creation, destruction, and renewal.

During the exhibition, Neff will hold weekly half-hour conversations with psychotherapist Jamie Stevens, reflecting on psychoanalysis, creative practice, and the exhibition’s evolution. Audio recordings and texts from these dialogues will form an integral part of the show. Although termed “sessions,” these discussions are not therapeutic but instead a shared inquiry into process and meaning.

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Write a short press release for an art show by John Neff at Regards, Chicago, with contributions by Shannon Silva and Trudy Z. Morgenstern. The exhibition opens on December 7, 2024. The exhibition reception will take place on Saturday, December 7, between 2 PM and 5 PM. The exhibition closes on February 1, 2025. Do not include an email address for Regards. The writing should be brief, clear, and informative. Interpretive or poetic language may be included, but sparingly.

Mention the following about Neff’s project:
  • It includes representations of the spectre aperiodic monotile in a wall painting, wallpaper, and simple paper cutouts. 
  • Describe the spectre aperiodic monotile in one sentence. 
  • It includes a large crayon drawing of a Lorenz butterfly diagram that will be completed by Neff over the duration of the show. 
  • Describe a Lorenz butterfly diagram in one or two sentences. 
  • Shannon Silvia’s contribution is an abstract representation of a blastocyst implanting in a uterine wall made from copper, mica, silver, and wool. 
  • Trudy Z. Morgenstern’s work is a mid-20th Century oil painting of a young boy drawing with crayons. 
  • There is a microscope in the show that was used to make a small photograph of sperm also on display. Neff owned the microscope when he was a child and he remembers, from his boyhood, looking at his own sperm through the microscope. 
  • There are two clocks in the show, one running forwards and the other running backwards. Include alongside this a definition of the Buddhist term “kalpa.” 
  • Briefly but thoroughly, mention that throughout the show Neff will have weekly half-hour conversations with psychotherapist Jamie Stevens about the project and that audio recordings and texts documenting these conversations will be part of the exhibition. Add that although they are described as “sessions,” the discussions are not therapeutic but instead reflect Neff and Stevens’ shared interests in psychoanalysis, exhibition-making, and creative practice. 
  • Include these biographies for the participating artists:

John Neff is an artist, curator, and teacher living in Chicago, Illinois. Neff has exhibited in galleries and museums internationally since 1999, including Artists Space (New York), The Museum of Contemporary Art (Chicago), The Philadelphia Museum of Art, The Renaissance Society (Chicago), Donald Young Gallery (Chicago), Gallery 400 (Chicago), Scherben (Berlin), and King’s Leap (New York). Neff has organized dozens of individual and group exhibitions, most often through Chicago’s Iceberg Projects, where he was a founding co-curator with art collector Dr. Daniel Berger and artist Doug Ischar. As a teacher, Neff works in several Chicago-area MFA programs. He also works with Chicago Public Schools, teaching curatorial practices units in local elementary schools.

Trudy Z. Morgenstern was a mid-20th-century artist working in the Midwestern United States whose oil paintings often explored themes of childhood, memory, and creativity.

Shannon Silva is a California based mixed media visual artist working with found objects, plant materials, textiles, stop motion and video.  She holds a BA in Art, a MA in Depth Psychology and counseling and a MFA from the School of the Art institute of Chicago. Her background in Somatic Psychotherapy greatly influences the themes in her work.  She explores fragility, vulnerability and chaos through the lens of resources.  She is examining the psycho-physical barriers present in modern political dialogue. Her work attempts to put forward a remembered way of having an undefended conversation with self and others, modeled after cellular memory, the natural word, and the creative act itself.

At the bottom of the text add a line thanking Galit Aloni, Joe Cassan, Roburt Davis, Nigel Flower, olivier, David Sprecher, Samuel Schwindt, and Brett Swenson for their assistance in realizing the exhibition.

1/2    Minimalism in Germany: The Sixties, Hatje Cantz
2024Maison Fragile
Caroline Chun, Jenny Halpern, Fatemeh Kazemi, J Kent , John Neff, Eia Radosavljevic, Bun Stout
Exhibition

September 29 — November 17

RUSCHWOMAN
Chicago, IL
We prefer a hush to settle rather than suffer through your bloated brags about your father’s house and the many mansions it contains, apparently eternally. Of course there is a temple at the nexus of class divides, religious ideology, and the supposed rights and entitlements inherent to the [right kind in the eyes of hegemonic systems of power] individual, but for better or worse our lot has been let go (laid off? dismissed? fired? All of these fragments of corporate nomenclature exceed themselves with razzling sparks of psychopoetic drama). We’ve gone somewhere else where chief among our criteria that security and shelter (not to mention décor and domestic activity) would not be Your Father’s, or anybody’s.

Here at Maisons Fragiles, we wouldn’t say we have daddy issues—it’s not an issue for us that paternalistic symbolic orders have failed, drifted, disappeared, or floated away on the wind. After Louise Bourgeois’ Destruction of Father / Reconstruction of Father, the third unmentioned Act was another destruction of father, pretty much at his own hands, if not also the disrepair and collapse of an overextended patriarchy that flubbed and stammered back to our radiance, our self possession, our high femme feminism, our secrets, and our open secrets.

Maisons Fragiles is a dead dads club in at least conceptual ways. Several years before mine passed, I was wearing a draped duster jacket cardigan made from black lace and he saw it and he grabbed my elbow dragging me like I was still a kid and threw me toward my open suitcase and told me to change.

I did change. Each of my fucking feathers fell from skin, and what remained was transparent in its queerness, its willful mirthful deviance, in its freedom to dance, to dress up in black lace and white lace and grey lace and grey taffeta and grey silk and white feathers and red purses and black dresses and pearlescent breastplates and antique tutus and fascinating fascinators and glittering grape jelly bedsheet raiments.

Here at Maisons Fragiles, we clothe ourselves in our radical visions for future ideas of home and belonging.

This endeavor is structured around grand swings between the impoverished and the glamorous, the combination of which represents a burgeoning value system that rejects the exclusions etched into being by massive differentials in wealth, instead redefining glamour and luxury with whatever tools, leftovers, mementos, sob stories, and lightest touches are most readily accessible.

Here at Maisons Fragiles, we’ve set up shop in this cunning little midwestern timeshare vacation home jointly owned by prima ballerina Janet Collins (1917–2003), Princess Fatemeh Khanum Esmat al-Dowleh (1855/6–1905), Gertrude Stein (1874–1946), Gladys Bentley (1907–1960), Stéphane Mallarmé and his fashion critic nom de plume Marguerite de Ponty (1842–1898), and Louise Bourgeois (1911–2010). Because here at Maisons Fragiles, the dead are our teachers, our lovers, and the closest thing we need to a father. Theirs is a matriarchal commy-infused anarchy building from within our dresses, under our hats, and running up and down the halls of our place.

Many rooms is a fancy way of saying elaborate yet closed systems. But what of a plume? An escape route? A pirouette into shadow? The color that rises in a blush, then settles back into draining away, keeping time with exhalation? The political efficacy of fragility: ephemeral, gentle, accountability for damage, preference for safety over showers of bombings, hard and soft femmes who are learning to m/other ourselves, whispers, sighs, snores, feather down.

2024Millennial Hallway
Paul Levack, John Neff, Jasia Rabiej, Michel Wagenschütz, Isabelle Frances McGuire, Zoë Field, Shelim Alvarado, Albin Bergström
Exhibition

September 11 – October 20

Scherben
Berlin, Germany
The side exhibition “Millennial Hallway” presents current works by young and established artists Paul Levack, John Neff, Jasia Rabiej, Michel Wagenschütz, Isabelle Frances McGuire, Zoë Field, Shelim Alvarado and Albin Bergström, alongside the exhibition “JOHN S. BOSKOVICH I appreciate my uniqueness”.

2023Athi-Patra Ruga: …looking for The One.
Curated by John Neff and Daniel Berger 
Curatorial Project

October 21 – December 22

Iceberg Projects
Chicago, IL

Iceberg projects is proud to present a solo exhibition by acclaimed South African artist

Athi-Patra Ruga. Following an initial research trip to the United States earlier this year, Ruga is returning to Chicago with reflections on private archives encountered in the collections of Carl van Vechten’s scrapbooks.

In this exhibition, Ruga uses the archive of 20th century photographer and writer Carl Van Vechten as a starting point to continue his decade-long interest in unpacking the response of black modernists to European and American negrophilia of the early 20th century. Through a series of oil pastel portraits, hand embroidered tapestry, and stained glass, Ruga probes the continued influence of these historical tropes on performativity, agency and representations and of the queer, male, black body.

By creating a series of speculative portraits and studies of Van Vechten’s anonymous muse, Ruga seeks to reimagine an alternative for one nameless model exotically/erotically depicted in Van Vechten’s photographs. In this process, Ruga embodies a type of double consciousness by becoming both the artist and the muse, as he notes:

“Portraiture” is performance and cannot be viewed without considering the historical, artistic, and political conditions in which the body is commodified for contemplation and by whom the image is consumed.

My intention is to expand on the artist’s studio performance in relation to the autonomy of the studio model whilst taking into account the historical power dynamics of Van Vechten’s images.

By looking back from a contemporary viewpoint, I can intervene in these images as a form of liberation of the young man photographed by Van Vechten.The problematics I am working through are that of realizing that the act of looking can be intimidating for the artist and the model.  It is through me welcoming young male models into my studio for sittings that I then perform and react to Van Vechten and the problematics of image making.

In my artistic practice, the forgotten, erased, and problematised characters I depict in my work come from art history, my imagination, from life drawing, and serve as a continuation of my deep look at the complicit body, the eroticised body, and the queer body.

I am focussing on the black male body throughout industrialized history. I do this as a form of beatification and use it as a mechanism to free it from constraints in artistic style , genders, and subjective histories.”

Athi-Patra Ruga - Eastern Cape - Aug 2023

Biography:

Athi-Patra Ruga is one of the few artists working in South Africa today whose work has adopted the trope of myth as a contemporary response to the post-apartheid era. Ruga creates alternative identities and uses these avatars as a way to parody and critique the existing political and social status quo. Ruga’s artistic approach of creating myths and alternate realities is in some way an attempt to view the traumas of the last 200 years of colonial history from a place of detachment – at a farsighted distance where wounds can be contemplated outside of personalized grief and subjective defensiveness.

The philosophical allure and allegorical value of utopia has been central to Ruga’s practice. His construction of a mythical metaverse populated by characters which he has created and depicted in his work have allowed Ruga to create an interesting space of self reflexivity in which political, cultural and social systems can be critiqued and parodied. Ruga has used his utopia as a lens to process the fraught history of a colonial past, to critique the present and propose a possible humanist vision for the future.

Significant exhibitions and performances include: Ruth Baumgarte Art Prize, Albertina Museum, Vienna; In Travesti, Eva Presenhuber, New York; Kiss My Genders, Haywood Gallery, London; Ravelled Threads, Sean Kelly Gallery, Seattle; Art Afrique, Louis Vuitton Foundation, Paris; Over the Rainbow, Performa 17, New York; An Age of Our Own Making, Holbaek, Denmark; Queer Threads: Crafting Identity and Community, Boston Centre for the Arts, Boston; AFRICA: Architecture, Culture and Identity at the Louisiana Museum of Modern Art; Imaginary Fact at the South African Pavilion, 55th Venice Biennale; African Odysseys at The Brass Artscape in Brussels; Public Intimacy at the SFMOMA, San Francisco; The Film Will Always Be You: South African Artists on Screen at the Tate Modern in London; and Making Africa at the Guggenheim Museum Bilbao.

Recent projects include Ruga’s collaboration with Dior on designing two handbags for the fourth edition of the Lady Dior Art Bag. Ruga is also the co-founder of  Victory of the Word, a fundraising and development project in support of the 200th anniversary of the Lovedale Printing Press in Alice, Eastern Cape, as well as the Artistic Director of BODYLAND, an incubator residency for artists held in the Amathole Village, Hogsback.

His works form part of Private, Public and Museum Collections in South Africa and abroad, namely: the Smithsonian Museum of African Art, Washington DC; the Foundation Louis Vuitton,  Paris; Fondation Gandur pour l’Art,  Geneva; The Zeitz MOCCA, Cape Town; Museion – Museum of Modern and Contemporary Art, Bolzano Italy; CAAC – Pigozzi Collection; The Wedge Collection; and the IZIKO South African National Gallery.

2023Survival On Land & Sea
John Neff, Thomas Love
Exhibition

October 28 – December 3

Scherben
Berlin, Germany


The title of the show, Survival On Land & Sea, is also the title of a survival manual the U.S. Navy issued to John Neff’s grandfather during his service on the Pacific Theater during World War II.

In the exhibition, a wood-frame wall runs two thirds of the length of the gallery. Positioned across from the gallery’s entrance is an opening in the stud wall. In that opening hangs a mink coat belonging to Neff’s grandmother – also worn by his mother. His grandfather’s U.S. Navy knife hangs from the ceiling. A set of photographs in clip frames depicting rat holes is installed on the long wall of the exhibition space. They are photographed using a iphone. The photos have an unreal, landscape-like quality. Chicago, where the artist lives, is a city of alleys. It’s also a city with lots of rats. The rats chew through garbage cans left out in the alleys. Neff has been photographing these rat holes since 2022.

Affixed to the the shorter wall is John Neff’s contribution to the ninth issue of the journal Portable Gray, published in October 2022. The special issue was titled “Arts of Psychoanalysis” and edited by Seth Brodsky. In this piece, Neff documents his mother’s open heart surgery and the infestation of her childhood dollhouse by mice. The dollhouse, a replica of the house his mother grew up in, was designed and built by her father.

The exhibition also includes a set of sculptural objects by Thomas Love collectively titled Cock-of-the-Rock, all from 2023. These include Lek, a bird carved out of limestone, and a series of stacks of fake rocks cast out of resin, titled Cairns. Such resin rocks are typically used to hide a key around the exterior of a house. An additional text is available in the gallery to accompany Cock-of-the-Rock.

Lorenz Liebig

2023Reckless Rolodex
Susan Anderson, Lilli Carré, Edie Fake, Max Guy, Barabra Kasten, Young Joon Kwak, Devin T. Mays, John Neff, Betsy Odom, Derrick Woods-Morrow, and Cherrie Yu. With performances by ATOM-r, Sky Cubacub, Matthew Goulish, Natasha Mijares

Curated by Matthew Goulish, Lin Hixson, and Caroline Picard

Exhibition

January 13–March 18

Gallery 400
Chicago, IL

Reckless Rolodex highlights the lasting, though largely overlooked, influence of Lawrence Steger, described by the Chicago Tribune as “one of the most important, and most influential, performance artists in Chicago during the late 1980s and 90s.” Lawrence Steger explored desire and sexuality in performance until his early death in 1999 due to AIDS-related complications. Rather than eulogize the artist’s life, Reckless Rolodex underlines Steger’s legacy through works by contemporary artists responding to his work and research practice. A skilled director, writer and performer, Steger relied on the disciplines of theater and a community of collaborative artists to realize his intricately constructed performances, reflecting his deep knowledge of a wide range of sources, from pop culture and film to the writing of Jean Genet and the Fluxus-style works of Yoko Ono. Mercurial, mordant, stylish, and comical, he presented himself refracted through historical figures such as Ludwig II, the nineteenth-century “Mad King” of Bavaria, or imaginary personas like nocturnal figures that populate cabaret dreams and nightmares.

Reckless Rolodex is the first concentrated examination of Steger’s work to date, providing a landmark opportunity to unearth an artistic predecessor too-easily marginalized by his early death. Central to the exhibition is a stage, created by Edie Fake, where commissioned performances will premiere alongside writing by artist and co-curator Matthew Goulish. Over the past eighteen years, Goulish has written a series of lectures and essays in response to Steger’s archive. Some of that writing will appear in printed form or as newly presented lectures in the context of this exhibition. Additional works on view respond to different facets of Steger’s public persona including an exploding, fragmentary cast of a mirror ball by Young Joon Kwak; a set of masks by Max Guy; a site-specific installation by Devin T. Mays; a set of kitchen knives fabricated from graphite by Betsy Odom; and more. As befits Steger’s oeuvre, works on view wield a theatrical quality, crossing mediums and emotional registers to undermine the notion of a static self.

Exhibition material can be found in plain text and in audio recordings here.

SUPPORT

Support for Reckless Rolodex is provided by the Andy Warhol Foundation for the Visual Arts; a grant from the Illinois Arts Council Agency; and the School of Art & Art History, College of Architecture, Design, and the Arts, University of Illinois Chicago.

2022Sketch for a Movie
Publication

Art & Psychoanalysis Issue
Portable Gray Volume 5, Number 2

2022Soccer Pictures
Exhibition

September 13 - October 14

Twin
Chicago, IL



2021 Amina Ross: Man’s Country
Curated by John Neff and Rebecca Walz
Curatorial Project

October 16 – November 13

Iceberg Projects
Chicago, IL

The bathhouse is safe. The bathhouse is not secure.

The bathhouse is a space to be seen. The bathhouse is not a place to be watched.

The bathhouse is sensual. The bathhouse is not unspiritual.

The bathhouse is a space for meaningful work. The bathhouse is not a workplace.

The bathhouse is a technology. The bathhouse is not a machine.

The bathhouse is immersive. The bathhouse is not without a body.

The bathhouse is sweating. The bathhouse is not drained.

The bathhouse is gone. The bathhouse is not over.


These eight thought exercises, [conceived] with Bao Nguyen, together create the space that I want to see and want to be in. They are a bridge between my expansive interests in underground spaces for queer being togetherness, and my practical interest in having spaces for people—queer, trans, Black, brown, Asian people—that just feel good. Spaces where you are able to exercise your agency feel good, feel free. That has been a lifelong concern, and I think will be a lifelong concern.

I am interested in queer bathhouses as a site for coming together, for cultural production, even organizing and relationship building broadly. In my practice, the best way to speak about something broad is by finding something very specific, which is why I chose Man’s Country, [a former bathhouse in Chicago.] I'm interested in Man’s Country as part of a larger family of spaces that literally held space for music and sex, being together and close proximity—a proximity that's pretty impossible right now.

I started with Man's Country because it was closest to me—I lived up the block for about two and a half years. It was near where I waited for the bus, and I always walked by, but had never gone in. I was under the impression at the time that, because of my embodiment, I would not be allowed in. And so it was this great source of mystery for me; I would wonder a lot about that space and had a lot of curiosity about it. At the same time, with respect to its place in history, too much of an attachment to the narrative of a space becomes like a project of nostalgia or resurrecting history, which I feel unequipped and also uninterested in doing.

I'm not imagined as being able to be an active participant or member of specifically assigned-male at-birth gay space—in a way that feels invisibilizing of my nuanced understanding of my gender, and also  my history, and my desire, and those who have desired me. It’s just more complicated than that. That curiosity is also a longing—not for access or entry into a Boy’s Club—but a longing to be viewed and considered as an active participant with fluid embodiment and desire. I think that's what most people want, honestly.

[For the Iceberg Projects exhibition], I have been working over the past year on a model, with the program that I use, Maya—basically building out the basement dance floor areas to imagine Man's Country. I didn't have a floor plan; I used found footage from Google and Youtube of a 3D walkthrough of the space, and articles about the closing of Man’s Country. The space is like the main character of the animation; there are no figures. So much of this process has been me imagining and placing my body in the space to feel out the room, and I'm really curious about the relationship between passive viewing and active embodied vision, where images can be felt and can trigger imagination.

At Iceberg, there will be video and sculpture, as things to see. I’m working together with Avery Youngblood on designs of the thought exercises as printed posters. I'm pairing each thought exercise with a meditation or visualization—something to read and do—as a way to embody the principle. There will also be audio playing from a script of an exchange between two lovers, and some sort of coming undone.

As part of the research for this project, Bao Nguyen and I looked at underground architecture and queer bathhouses, and then we would have weekly conversations. From there, underground architecture turned into other points of interest, like looking at underground shrines and caves. They are spaces for releasing, relinquishing, across time periods, societies, and cultures. Underground architecture is used within my spiritual tradition, Lucumí; temple houses would hold ceremonies and still do, in basements. I'm interested in the lack of visibility from the street level as a practical function of underground happenings as protective mechanisms. And then there's another idea too, more connected to my imagining, of being inside of the earth, held there, cradled—that feels special.

Connected to my personal life, [I now live in my grandmother’s basement in Brooklyn.] When people checked in on me about the flooding from Hurricane Ida, my friend [poet Ladan Osman] said “This is such a changeful and revealing time. So many spaces purging their secrets or seams showing/coming undone” It's happening quite literally—the effects of global warming, the storms, are exposing the weak spots in our infrastructure, overturning power lines in New Orleans and flooding basements in New York. It’s often affecting those already in the most precarious financial and living conditions.

The flood is an instigator of change. I think a benevolent reading is that it’s the catalyst for change—maybe that's not even benevolent: something's going to change. I don't know that my work conjectures to know what that is, but something's happening, something's changing.


~As told to Alex Fialho

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A publication featuring text generated by Ross and Bao Nguyen, and a poster designed with Avery Youngblood, will extend the exhibition beyond Iceberg’s physical gallery.

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Amina Ross is an artist, educator and life-long learner based in Brooklyn, New York. Amina makes videos, sculptures, sounds, and situations that consider feeling, body-knowledge, and intimacy as technologies of survival for black, queer, trans and femme people. Amina has presented work in Chicago, New York, Los Angeles, London, Havana, Rotterdam, andThe Hague. Amina learned about facilitation, world-building and ritual through their familial practice of Lucumí tradition (Santeria), their work in queer art collectives 3rd Language and F4F and through their time with the black solidarity economics working group Cooperation for Liberation. Amina worked as an educator at the Museum of Contemporary Art, Chicago and was a lecturer at The School of the Art Institute of Chicago (SAIC). Amina received their BFA from SAIC and their MFA from the Yale School of Art.